about me, she n he. ehm.

Ehm, ak bru jeq ps tulis surat for ‘him’. Xyah tau laa sp ek. Hmm, tp ak xtau laa nk bg k xsurat niy kt dy. Ptut x. ? hmm, u’all bkn tau pn pe cite d’sbalikny. Kan2. Moh, mkcik cite keyh. Haha. Hmm, nme dy. ---------------.! Haha. Xbule tau laa. Rahsia.! Ak knl dy niy, mlalui cousinny y mrupakn kwn se’group ak. Teke laa sp. Hmm, mse mle2 knl mmg best. Best sgt!. Dy xcm laki2 laen y ak pnah knl. Kami ske b’gdoh, b’gurau, b’mnje. Hehe. Best laa. Law laki2 ak y len sume, xpnah pn nk gdo ngn ak. Walaupn ak y crk gdo, tp mreka2 tu lex jeq. Smte2 nk jge prasaan ak. Gram ak.! Bg ak, lw kpel bkn nk mnje2, gmbire2 ssme jeq tp mst laa nk gdo jgk kn. Bru laa best. Hmm, bia laa.! Hah, smbg blk. Ps daa knl dlm bp bulan tu, suatu ary tu, dy ngn cousin dy y jge mrupekn kwn ak daa b’komplot nk knekn ak. Peh, sbar jlaa kn. Still ag mmb ngn dy, wlaupn mse tu rse cm nk pijak2 jeq mke dy an. Haha. Gram dowh! Ps tu, mse tu ak daa nk pekse, ak mmg sngje bg alasan y fon ak mum ak y pegang. Ttbe knonny adk dy anta msg kt ak dan mnyatakn bhwe abg dy tu daa mninggal. Mse tu ak xrse sdih lgsg. Seriously! Cm org xd prasaan plk. Wlaupn ak syg dy, tp aty ak ckp y dy tpu ak. Aty ak mmg bnar, at last dy bgtau jgk y mmg dy tpu ak. Peh, xskit aty plk dga an. Dy ckp lex jeq. Ple otk dy laa. Ya Allah, mse tu tuhan jlaa tau cmne prasaan ak. Tp ak jnis xcke ble mra, nk maki2. Ak juz say smthing y mmpunyai mksud y amat mndlm. Hehe. Ak ckp sndri kt dy, ‘ak lg skit aty, lg sdih ble tau dy tpu ak drpd tau dy daa mati’. Dy bg alasan y dy wt cmtu smte2 utk papa dy. Huh, xlogik lgsg.! Org bodo jeq wt kje cmtu. Mmg mse tu rse bnci ak mmbuak2 kt dy t’msuk laa cousin ksayangn dy tu! Bnci sgt2 laa. Sbb ak syak dorg komplot ag. Ps dr tu, dy ckp ppe, sume ak xcye. Ak xkn maafkn dy n cousin dy tu. Smp ak ckp sndri laa fce2fce ngn dy, y ak kcik aty, skit aty sgt kt dy. Pnh k dy pk prasaan ak.? Dy diam jeq mse tu. Xbrani nk ckp ppe. Tp tu laa, ak niy sp plk nk b’dndam ngn org, ak maafkn jgk dy. Mnangis2 laa dy mnx maaf kt ak. Hmm, tau pn slah! Daa lps tu, ak pn daa b’baek ngn dy n ‘him’. Tu pn ngn galakn bestfriend ak. Kami men bls2 surat. Hehe. Mle2 best, cz t’ubat ckit rndu. Hmm, but last2 kami ptus mmb. Hmm, why.? Mls laa nk cite. Pnjg sgt. Hehe. Xp laa, byk sbenany sal dy, tp xley laa cte sum ek.! Pnuh plk page niy t. haha. Keyh laa, daa yuyunk. !